The fat girl bullying story

Helo, this is my first time for me to write anything in my blog. 

While learning English, i will more to used English language. But i still falling in love with Indonesia. Still proud of Indonesia because i was born in Indonesia, don't forget your country :D 

i was accept bullying since i kid 4 years old. although just verbal, it make heartache permanently.

the first one, i ever accept halfword from the girl because i am fat.

the second, so many people suddenly racist when i want to be part of them. they will think one million times to open their door. ah i really sad. so hard to side by side with social human.

hhmmm honestly still much the halfword i had been accepted. but this is recently story about 3-4 weeks ago. and i think about being fat have a something nice, you may will ask me what the something nice of being fat? yah, you will become buffoonery by your haters.

i dont intend to mock the fat people because I AM FAT TOO. and i ever became the only one victim of mocks in an office. it was something painful even it's very embarrassing if we had treated like that.

mocking someone as always make people around you laugh, especialy mocking pysical. it's rational because each other sees  our physic. but this is shouldn't they do. and my self will never accept when unknown people look at me and they mouth opened for start the mocking. did you ever felt  when best friend or people near you did mocking or teasing you? we may understand if people near me make some mock. but mocking is mocking, can make someone hurt. you will diserve mock or more than mock!  it may happen to you, because whatever you have been done to anyone, you will diserve the good things till the worst things. yaa it's depend on your treating to each others. kind people will be meet good people too. in otherwise, bad people surely will be meet goon too. it's absolutely right.

ah actually i had been lazy and tired with this, with a halfword who heading on me. but i should to tell bothering things that will be a burden for me. you may ever treated like me. hhmmm i had other story that happened to me. This recent story about 3 weeks ago.

okay, i start to tell when i got mock from old man.

 The begun from the hot weather outside house and I should go away from my house because i already have a routine appointment on saturday, i keep walking to find city transport . after i sit and close the door, i was hearing the driver talked with his friends that being out the car, he said " apal lontong madura? aya di dieu " he told to his friends, that inside his car, there's a meal with robust form (in west java usually called lontong, made from steamed rice and wrapped in banana leaves)

for you information, at the time that i was wearing rather tight clothes. then, if i am slim, are they will keep mocking me or they will be teasing me? i feel this not fair if someone haven't perfect body with easily they start to ridicule speak, stare with sarcastic smile, of course there's somebody else  make more chaotic. they did with innocent feeling and never be wrong feeling.

the unfortunately this chatter out from elder man. what is this worth if a man that getting old make some fvckn joke? if someone getting hurt from your joke, it mean you did abuse jokes! sometimes we dont know someone feeling when we meet. happy, angry, mad, sad whatever...!  but it will being havoc if you touch 'em suddenly with your mock.

oh come on do the joke in the right place. ah kindly you dont have mocking someone. everything had a place. the trash had a place, we sleep also had a place. why humans such didn't want to know to put them behavior? do you think that you had been right? had been cool? had been perfected? had been better than other? Please fixed and make your self much better first! Teaser should worthly  maybe you'll never know someone who ever you sneered, surely more better than you teaser!

its obviously  humiliation and bullying.

handicapped, paralyzed, blind,  dumb even fat, thin, tall, short you can't to mock them guys! but what are you doing if you seems like them ? how if you become blind, handicapped or you being fat and trying hard to slim but you never get slim body that you will pride?

My opinion, so much people just look from out. bad impact from mode, capitalist, tv, and culture. judge people just from the physical. trend of this year is people just searching for physical and material. and the people who haven't both side it ignored. maybe not all people just looking by physical and material, but majority people do this. era of require a woman must slim, have a long hair, and have white skin. require a man must handsome, have a muscular, and this is so important, a man must be rich. I think all of that is absurd. what you see from the outside before enough to seeing kindness from the inside. i may should be sincere, just accept halfword without defend. yaaa for what i defending? if i do that, not guarantee the halfword will stop. but i still have good attitude than they are

i realize, how apathetic people is much near you.

if you ask me why i dont have diet program so you'll never get the mocks again. hhmm okay i already have diet program and SYUKRON in 1month over, i succeed to vanish 6kg. haha

skip from out of topic ya! hhee

well, this is become a lesson for me. indirectly i can lesson to put my self in everywhere and also can be mature.

for me mature isn't about age, but mature is we can put ourselves everywhere when we should thinking before we do it, looking our poorness before we look poorness each other have.

being mature is full consideration, think before, do something after.

so please be mature, stop mocking each other. mocks seems like BULLYING.

Okay thats the partly my real story. Thank you so much thank you so much for reading and visit my blog :)

i have finished my story in first post. so sorry if i have many wrong words or grammar. and if anyone was offended about my topic, I apologize dude :) thank you sweetest ;)